#i make things 2 mushy when it comes to weddings ..... where's the angst
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peutro ¡ 6 years ago
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💒 might as well throw danric in here ( since kaythan would never (: )
send me 💒 + a ship for five seven wedding headcanons!
events are mostly written from a modern verse pov , although it all can be applicable to danric’s main verse .
eric was planning to propose ,  especially since the big romantic gestures are usually his forte ,  but daniel beats him to it ,  surprise !!!  he manages to get the help of all their close friends , thx to eli esp ,  and proposes one night under the moon in an attempt to be romantic ,  (  w magic ,  he enchants these lights to float around them ,  like fireflies in the sky???  ) probably stutters getting started at first but makes it through and the kiss eric gives him then is one for the memory books :~)
they probably have some big fight at some point which isn’t... all that common for them... which makes it a big deal sorta but they get through it because they both do want this and each other.
the night before ,  daniel finds himself both excited and nervous ,  he has jitters and can’t sleep ,  and eric calls him  (  daniel is sure eric has some sorta sixth seventh sense since he always knows when daniel is feeling off  )  eric is super cheesy and daniel is pretty gross himself but he can’t stop smiling and he falls asleep listening to him talk  (  wakes up feeling strangely calm and content  )
the wedding is more on the intimate side ,  small(ish) gathering of close friends and family and daniel’s sure his mother won’t show up ,  she barely put in an effort to get to know eric beforehand .  however ,  she slips in at some point and and tries to sit in the back until daniel’s father sees her right before the start of the ceremony and pulls her to the front .  afterwards ,  when daniel finally gets the courage to go talk to her  (  thx to eric  ) ,  despite the slight awkwardness ,  eric and her hit it off immediately and nothing relieves daniel more ,  like literally a little sigh of relief .
eli’s best man speech is embarrassing as shit and 100% daniel and him were laughing at first but end up tearing up / crying a lil by the end ,  meanwhile eric pats daniel’s back the whole time quite amused.
daniel gets a little too drunk at the after party and won’t stop clinging to eric and telling him how happy he is , cannot stop SMILING ,  also he’s quite handsy which makes eric a lil flustered at first bc daniel is never like this in public ,  especially when his parents are sitting Right There 
eli’s mom is quite protective over daniel so maybe eric gets a lil tense around her but she’s already accepted him as her new son  (  the i’ll-kill-you-if-you-hurt-him speech she gave him before stays at the forefront of his mind when they interact  )  and tells eric he should get used to the fact he didn’t just marry daniel ,  eli and him r a package deal HA. HA. 
bonus: kay and ethan go to a stag party in las vegas and get extremely drunk and start talking about their feelings ,  probably about how they’re going to be alone and/or unhappy forever ,  which results in them waking up married .  surprise newlyweds ! :p . (  bonus x 2 :  ethan was previously engaged and now has to break it to her he already got married x .  and omg they both have to tell silas.  )
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inevitably-johnlocked ¡ 3 years ago
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Quick question sorry if this has been asked before: do you know any Johnlock fanfic where they’re extremely sensual? Like not just making love but just super methodically drawn out and slow and sweet?
Hi Nonny!!
Ahh, because of this ask, I went through my bookmarks to see if I have any listed with “sensuality” so that’s what this list is!! It definitely doesn’t have all of my fics because I have to go back through them and tag them, but in the meantime, enjoy what I started tagging a few months ago when you sent me this ask, LOL <3
As always, add your own fics here, Lovelies!!
SENSUALITY
See also:
Emotional Love Making || [MOBILE POST]
Emotional Love Making Pt. 2
Loved. by inevitably_johnlocked (G, 1,231 w., 1 Ch. || First Sherlock POV, Slice of Life, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Nose Kisses, Morning After, Love Confessions, Morning Cuddles, Emotional Sherlock, Sentiment, Bed Sharing) – Sherlock reflects on his relationship with John. Part 5 of I-J's Tumblr Ficlet Collection
Morning Sunlight by slashscribe (E, 3,565 w., 1 Ch. || PWP, Morning Sex, Fluff, PWP, Established Rel., Soft Idiots) – A thin band of soft morning light peeks between the curtains and stretches across John’s torso, laying dormant across his forearm, dipping into the space between his arm and his chest, illuminating his right nipple but just brushing the edge of his left, disappearing into his armpit, and reappearing again right over Sherlock’s eyes where his head rests, nestled against John’s shoulder. Sherlock is not annoyed by the light’s intrusion on his sleep, not when it rests so soft and tantalizing on John’s skin, a work of unintentionally erotic art. A PWP with so much emotion.
Living Musical by VeeTheRee (G, 4,149 w. 1 Ch. || Est. Rel., Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Hobbies, Summer, Song Fic, POV Sherlock, Painting, Play Fighting, Soft Sherlock, Dancing, Love Declarations, Hair Petting, Promise of Forever) – A one-shot of John and Sherlock being domestic during summer. There is paint, fluff, and music from Imagine Dragons, namely from the album 'Speak To Me', specific song in this one-shot is 'Living Musical'. Part 1 of the Happy Fluffy Johnlock Time series
London Gods by a_different_equation (E, 11,092 w., 5 Ch. || American Gods Fusion || Magical Realism, Sex Magic, True Love, PTSD John, First Kiss/Time, Marathon Sex, Sensuality, Genie Sherlock, Human John, Internalized Homophobia, Star-Crossed Lovers, Soul Mates) – Sherlock Holmes is a jinn who does not grant wishes. However, when Dr. John H. Watson, recently returned from the war in Afghanistan, gets into his cab by "accident", it might not even need magic to grant both men their deepest wish: love.
To be loved by Strange_johnlock (E, 12,436 w., 8 Ch. || Post S3, Established Relationship, First Person POV Sherlock, Pet Names, Soft Sherlock, Mild ADHD, Protective John, Captain Watson, Body Appreciation, Bottomlock, Rough Sex, Travelling for Holidays, Introspection, Sherlock Loves John So Much It Hurts) – John is so deeply integrated into the work, both as my conductor of light, and as a great shot with a vicious right hook who tackles men -and women- no matter their size all in my defense. He protects me with all he can without question, and this loyalty is surely more than I deserve. Or: Sherlock is counting his blessings.
The Invocation of Saint Margaret by Ewebie (E, 15,831 w., 1 Ch. || POV John,  Crossing Timelines, Light Angst, Fluff, Series 3 John / Series 1 Sherlock, The Matchbox, Mushy Romance, First Time, Bisexual John, Pining John, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Sensuality, Emotional Love Making, Snippets of Time) – When Sherlock Holmes opens the matchbox from The Sign of Three and John finds himself years in the past, back to that first dinner at Angelo's with a much younger Sherlock Holmes. Is he dreaming?
Permanent Fixture by vitruvianwatson (E, 18,836 w., 9 Ch. || Post-S4, Parentlock, Slow Build, Friends to Lovers, They’re Good Parents, Blushing Sherlock, First Kiss/Time, Explicit Consent, Sexual Content, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Big Feelings, Crying, First Kiss, Fluff, Anxious Sherlock, Inexperienced Sherlock, Emotional Communication, Love Confessions) – Now, as Rosie sat curled up against Sherlock’s side, John watched and wondered exactly how he had ended up here. Domesticity had never suited him before, not at any point in his life. His disastrous marriage had been proof of that. But somehow, here in the warmth and safety of 221B Baker Street, here with Sherlock Holmes reading medical jargon to his daughter, Sherlock’s bony feet nudging against his leg, John couldn’t imagine anyplace that would make him happier.
Division by MrsNoggin (E, 19,542 w., 11 Ch. || Coffee Shop AU || First Kiss/Time, Fluff, Barista Sherlock, Clingy Sherlock, POV John, John’s Limp, Bed Sharing, Fluff, Sleepy Cuddles, Sensuality, Touching, Virgin Sherlock, Insecure John) – John likes mysteries. And every morning he dips into the local independent coffee bar with his newspaper and ponders another... one Sherlock Holmes.
Through the Clouds by Mazarin221b (E, 20,004 w., 6 Ch. || Retirement, Sussex, Bees, Home Improvement, First Time, Romance) – Sherlock takes a remarkably early retirement at 47, and convinces John that a change of pace would do them both good. They buy an old cottage on the South Downs, and exchange their nonstop life in Baker Street for quiet contemplation, bee studies, and book writing. They might go completely insane, but sometimes it takes stepping outside of the life you're living to find the life you want. Part 1 of Through The Clouds
How To Unfold a Heart by elwinglyre (E, 25,477 w., 7 Ch. || Post S4 Fix It, BAMF John, Mentioned Eurus, POV First Person Sherlock, Case Fic, Fluff, Slow Burn, Topping from the Bottom, 3 Yr Old Rosie, Introspection, Sexual Fantasies, John Worship, Ogling, Hand Holding, Kidnapping, Domesticity, Sherlock Whump, First Kiss/Time, Doctor John, Caring John, Soft Sherlock, Sensuality, Touching, Crying, Love Confessions, Anxious Sherlock, Rimming, Toplock, Fingering, Bossy Bottom John) – To Sherlock’s dismay, John’s return to Baker Street with Rosie is only temporary. Sherlock’s daily visits to Regent Park with John and Rosie illuminate his lost childhood memories and missed opportunities. But with each trip to the park, Sherlock also feels a growing sense of hope. That is until the past horrors return unexpectedly in a cryptic note folded in the shape of a heart. To decipher the message, Sherlock must uncover the nature of the hearts around him, including his own.
Lucifer's Gardens by ampersand_ch (E, 32,679 w., 12 Ch. || GERMAN VERSION || Romance, Friendship, Friends to Lovers, Murder, Poison / Drugging, Mystery, John Undercover, Academic Club, Therapy, Rituals, Jungian Archetypes, Doctors & Physicians, Grief/Mourning, Esotericism, Hospitals, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Love Confessions, John Falls In Love With Another Man, Jealous Sherlock, Crying, Doctor John, Hand Holding, First Kiss/Time, Mysticism, Hugging, Touching) – John goes undercover for an investigation as a favour to Lestrade in a village in Suffolk. The events surrounding the case awaken deep-seated fears in Sherlock. While John begins to come to a realisation of what he needs in Lucifer's Gardens, Sherlock tries to find a way to reach John – in more ways than one.
A Promise Made to Be Broken by PlantsAreNeat (E, 37,018 w., 7 Ch. || Fake Relationship, Pining, Slow Burn, RST, Eventual Relationship, POV Sherlock) – A young John makes an ‘if we’re still single at 40, we’ll get together’ pledge to a woman who ends up all wrong for him. She keeps reminding him of the promise, and won’t let go of it. John asks Sherlock to pose as his boyfriend at a family wedding, so as to dash her hopes permanently. Sherlock, who has at last acknowledged his feelings for John, reluctantly agrees despite knowing how painful it will be to ‘have’ John, but not keep him.
Gold Rush by ShirleyCarlton (E, 71,783 w., 17 Ch. || Post S3 / No Mary, Friends to Lovers, Mentions of Past Sexual Abuse, First Kiss, Case Fic, Slow Burn, Alternating POV, Switchlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Marriage Proposal, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Abduction, Anxious/Insecure Sherlock, Miscommunication, Emotional Lovemaking) – John has divorced Mary and pops round to 221B one evening to find Sherlock in the middle of a case. As Sherlock tries to find the identity of a young woman’s stalker, John realises he can no longer deny his feelings for Sherlock – which then, to their befuddlement, turn out to be mutual. Shy kisses and tentative embraces ensue. But will Sherlock be able to cast off a shadow from his past that he thinks might prevent John from wanting to stay?
Repairing the Broken Things by BakerTumblings (M, 75,252 w., 15 Ch. || S4 Compliant, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Medical Trauma, Hospitals, Big Brother Mycroft, Misunderstandings, Realizations, Severe Accident, John Whump, Pneumonia, Medical Procedures, Bed Sharing, First Time, Healing, Happy Ending) – "I'm calling today to notify you that there's been an accident."
Northwest Passage by Kryptaria (E, 95,157 w., 27 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Canadian AU ||  BAMF!John, Canadian John, PTSD, Anal / Oral Sex, Rimming, Emotional Hurt / Comfort, Drug Rehab, Falling in Love, Pining Sherlock, Love Confessions, Sherlock’s Violin, Panic Attacks, Switching, Anxious / Protective Sherlock, Hugs for Comfort, Suicide Mentions, Healing Each Other) – Seven years ago, Captain John Watson of the Canadian Forces Medical Service withdrew from society, seeking a simple, isolated life in the distant northern wilderness of Canada. Though he survives from one day to the next, he doesn't truly live until someone from his dark past calls in a favor and turns his world upside-down with the introduction of Sherlock Holmes." Part 1 of Tales from the Northwest
Against the Rest of the World by SilentAuror (E, 151,714 w., 20 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post-TRF, Hiatus Fic, POV First Person Sherlock, Present Tense, First Kiss/Time, Big Brother Mycroft, Escaping from Capture, Soft Sherlock, Toplock, Insecurity, Infidelity, Travelling, Introspection, Pining Sherlock, Depression, Fantasies, Yearning for the Past, PTSD Sherlock, Suicidal Ideation) – Sherlock has been away from London for nine hundred and twelve days and counting, and has no idea what sort of reception to expect when he finally returns.
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clumsyclifford ¡ 4 years ago
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PS, any chance I could convince you to write some fluff to balance the sad bits you've been writing? I'm worried about the consecutive angst/emo/TW stuff you've created. (Are you okay? do you need someone to be there with you?) IF and only if you feel inspired enough, maybe a "surprise we got married in the middle of quarantine" Lashton fic where no - not even Malum - knew except maybe like 2 random witnesses? -🕷
spidey anon, pat yourself on the fucking back for somehow getting me to write fluff. really can’t explain that with anything except that it is probably affected by the sheer joy i feel from listening to music with cam for seven hours straight <3 anyway. this isn’t Exactly what you said but it’s not, like, NOT what you said and i was gonna write more but then i thought i’d just never finish it and i felt like you deserved something nice so i am just going to give it to you as it is hope you enjoy
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Luke finally learns why Ashton’s been restless all week when he pulls out the ring.
“No,” he says immediately, before Ashton can even open his mouth. A look of confused distress appears on Ashton’s face. “I mean, not no. Just, like, no, you aren’t proposing to me now.”
“I one hundred percent am,” Ashton says, sounding exasperated and fond. “Shut up, don’t act like you weren’t expecting it.”
“I wasn’t expecting it!” That’s mostly true. Although it doesn’t mean Luke hadn’t been hoping. “But I don’t want you to propose in quarantine, how un-romantic is that? I can’t think of anything less romantic.”
“Nothing? At all?” Ashton narrows his eyes. “I could have proposed while you were in the bathroom. Just stood outside the door and gone hey, Luke, marry me?”
Despite himself, a thrill runs down Luke’s spine at the words. “Fine,” Luke says. “That would have been less romantic, but only barely. Come on, Ashton, it’s not like being engaged is going to change anything about our situation. We’re stuck at home together anyway.”
“Yeah, but,” Ashton says, “and hear me out on this one: I’ll get to call you my fiancé.”
Luke blushes. “That’s really nothing.”
“You won’t be saying that when I’m calling you fiancé,” Ashton says smugly. “Now if I could please get on with it.”
Luke sighs. “I could always say no.”
“Then you’ll say no,” Ashton says, shrugging. “And I’ll just keep asking.”
Of course he will. Ashton’s nothing if not persistent. To a fault, some might say.
“Alright then,” Luke says, trying to sound as defeated as possible to mask the giddy feeling filling his gut. “Go on.”
Even before Ashton starts talking, Luke knows that in no universe would he ever, ever, ever be idiotic enough to refuse a marriage proposal from Ashton Irwin. And he really wouldn’t even want to.
“Alright, well,” Ashton says, and Luke notices that his knuckles are white from holding the small velvet box, and his free hand is shaking. The steadiest grip of anyone Luke’s ever known, and Ashton’s hands are shaking. It hits Luke, the enormity of this question. “First of all, I want to say that I love you. I’ll love you if you say yes. I’ll love you if you say no. I’ll love you if you break up with me and go fall in love with — with Michael.” Luke snorts. “I mean it, Luke, I really will. Like, you’re it for me. I know that’s what everyone says, but you really are. I can’t even imagine — quarantine without you. Life without you.”
“Grim,” Luke says under his breath, and Ashton laughs nervously.
“Yeah,” he says. “Grim as fuck. I’m not going to waste all my words on this, because — well, for starters because you just said you’re planning to say no, so I’ll save my really mushy romantic stuff for when I know you’ll say yes.” Luke huffs an unsteady laugh. Ashton’s hand is still shaking, and Luke reaches unthinkingly across the table and clamps it between his own palms. Ashton gives him a grateful smile. “But also because you already know it. I don’t think I need to remind you of all the reasons I love you. I will if you ask, though,” he adds, and Luke smiles. “But mostly I think the beauty of a proposal is that it’s not as much about what we have been, but what we will be. We’ve both been here for our whole relationship. You know what’s happened. I don’t need to remind you. I’m just asking if — if you want to see what it can become. What more we can be.” He takes a deep breath, and Luke squeezes his hand. “So, Luke. Cards on the table. Will you marry me?”
And it’s cute that Ashton phrases it as a question, as if there could ever be any more than one answer. Luke swallows thickly. “Of course I’ll marry you.”
“Wait,” Ashton says. “Really?”
“Of fucking course really.” Luke comes around the table without releasing his grip on Ashton’s hand. “God, stop being nervous, Ashton, I’d love to marry you, I’ll marry you literally tomorrow if you want.”
“You were going to say no,” Ashton says, sounding dazed. “What — I really thought you were serious about that.”
“Ashton,” Luke says, falling into a kneel so he can be eye level with Ashton. “I am so ridiculously in love with you I think the only thing that could stop me from wanting to marry you would be actual death. And even then, I’m pretty sure my ghost would haunt you until we figured out necromancy.”
Ashton laughs; Luke recognizes the way his shoulders fall a bit, sees the tension drain from his posture, the stress evaporate from between his brows. “Oh, the fucking ring,” he remembers, and flips the box open, pressing it into Luke’s hand. Luke gazes down at the silver ring with a growing feeling of anticipation, something akin to impatience, if it weren’t accompanied by such elation.
“It’s so pretty,” he murmurs. “Understated. Perfect.”
“I thought you’d prefer understated,” Ashton says, pink-cheeked.
Luke draws Ashton into a kiss, wondering if he can somehow diffuse the warmth pooling in his chest before it grows too hot and burns him. Ashton twists his fingers into Luke’s hair, and they stay that way until Luke’s knees start to feel sore from the tile and he has to pull back. 
“I’d marry you tomorrow,” Luke repeats, breathless, and this time means it seriously. “Let’s just get fucking married, Ashton.”
“That’s the idea of the proposal,” Ashton says, freeing his hand from Luke’s hair but resting it instead on Luke’s shoulder, fingertips drumming against the back of his neck. “We can’t get married tomorrow. As much as I would love to.”
“Why not?” Luke challenges. “We don’t know when the next time we’ll be able to do a proper wedding ceremony will be. This pandemic could last another year, another two. I don’t want to wait a year to be married to you. I don’t want to wait a month, Ashton.”
“You’ve really flipped on this,” Ashton says. “Luke, our parents will kill us. Our bandmates will kill us.”
“Whatever,” Luke says. Adrenaline is racing through his veins, and love for Ashton, although if he’s honest with himself all of his blood is tinged with love for Ashton anyway, has been for years. Ashton is what keeps his heart beating. When he bleeds, it’s all love. “We can have a ceremony later, when it’s safe, I just want to be married now. My husband, Ashton Irwin. Doesn’t that sound good?”
“My husband Luke,” Ashton breathes, and Luke can see the moment he succumbs to the idea. A dry smile creeps across Ashton’s face, and he drops his forehead against Luke’s. “Luke Hemmings, my husband. God. Okay. Fine. Let’s get married tomorrow.”
There’s no stopping the grin that stretches Luke’s mouth ear-to-ear, nor the way a furious stampede of cows/horses suddenly makes itself at home in his stomach. “Getting married tomorrow!” he whisper-chants. “Mikey and Cal are going to kill us!”
“Lauren and Harry will end my life,” Ashton adds, mirroring Luke’s smile. “Your mum will have my head.”
“Oh, she will,” Luke says, nodding in agreement. “But I’ll just go, hey, mum, can you not speak to my husband that way?”
“Jesus,” Ashton says hoarsely. “That sounds so fucking good.”
Luke chews on the inside of his lip. “Might keep using it, then,” he says. “If you ask nicely.”
Ashton shakes his head, with obvious difficulty. “Get up, you absolute menace, we need to eat dinner still.”
“Fine,”  Luke says. “After dinner, then.” He smirks as he pushes himself to his feet, and Ashton swallows.
“Behave,” he says sternly. 
“I’m behaving!” Luke protests. “Why can’t I try and seduce my own husband-to-be?”
“Because we are having dinner,” Ashton says, rolling his eyes and pushing his chair out to retrieve their food from where it’s warming in the oven. “You can seduce me after.”
That’s a pretty fair deal, but Luke still pouts for another moment, because he has a reputation to uphold. “Hey,” he says, settling into his chair as Ashton brings the food out. “Does this make you the housewife? I feel like you do most of the cooking and cleaning.”
“I’m pretty sure that makes you the trophy husband,” Ashton returns, taking his own seat.
Luke snickers. “I can deal with that.” There are much worse things to be than Ashton Irwin’s trophy husband. That’s already a million miles above boyfriend. And frankly, any way Luke gets to be Ashton’s husband is perfect for him.
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Everything’s Changed-1 of 6
Title: Everything’s Changed Rating:PG Genre: Romance, Drama,Canon, Fanon (fan canon), Action Category: television, character from the tv show: The Flash (2014/CW version) Warnings: Drama, Mushiness, Sappy Sweet,Angst Special Notes : Based off The Flash - (most of) 2x13/ (some of ) 2x14 Summary: Barry is back on Earth-1 and he's changed. He's managed to avoid Joe mostly ,unless at work. But Iris, he's ignored and avoided completely. And besides missing her best friend, the investigator in Iris wants to know what happened to him. And why is he so unlike the Barry Allen she's known forever. Why he seems different than how he was before he left. But learning the truth to why isn't what Iris expected. Causing everything to change. 1 of 6 ...."Iris.” *Barry chuckles, feeling surprised* “You’re Detective West.” “The one, the only.” “Yeah.” “Can I see you for a second, CSI Allen?” “Yeah.” “Yeah.” *Iris leads Barry to the hallway, where she proceeds to playfully push him against the wall before making out with him* “Hmm.” *Barry breaks the kiss between them while looking shocked* “Um, what are you doing?” “What? I think a little office PDA between husband and wife is okay.” “Husband and wife?” “Yeah, that’s what happens when you do the vows, exchange the rings. Where is your ring?” “Uh..” “People should know that you are a taken man.”... ~~ ...."Are you okay? You sound kind of strange.” “I’m fine. I’m--I’m--.” “Hey, I know. Maybe I should give the plane tickets to you and Iris. Nice little romantic getaway. You two could get started on giving me a grandchild.” *Nora chuckles on the phone* *Barry smiles as he sheds tears of joy* “No, I want you to use them. I’m really glad to..hear you happy, Mom.” “Aw, I love you, Barry.” “I love you, too.” “Okay ,bye-bye, honey.”.... ~~ ...“Bart-B-Barry.” “Yeah?” “You take care of her.” *Barry nods to Joseph*... ~~ ....“She’s not Iris!” “She is Iris! Okay, she is to me! No matter what universe I’m in, they are my family! I would think by now you should get how important family is!”.... ~~ ..."Okay,um, I’m coming with you, Iris.” “No. Barry, I just lost my father. I cannot lose my husband too.”.... ~~ ...”I love you.” *Iris kisses Barry* “I love you, too.”... ~~ As the memories he made his first day on Earth-2 played over and over in his head, Barry Allen was on Earth-1, his home. After being back twenty-four hours, the adrenaline pumping through his veins, finally dissipated and coming back from that high. Suddenly, he began to feel a rushed mix of emotions. He had been back for a week and the first thing he did was make Cisco promise not to tell Iris and Joe anything he experienced. He still processing everything and wasn't ready to tell them yet. Especially Iris. Especially when he told her that he was happy here and loved his life. And it was true. Still is. Until he met her. The other Iris. Earth-2 Iris. And how she changed everything for him. To learn she was happily married to him. They had a great life. Wedding photos, showing their deep love and affection for each other. His mom was alive and happy. His parents were happily celebrating their anniversary. His mom was ready for a grandchild. Joe didn't care for him at first. Then before he died, peace was made. All the touches, the looks, the kisses were slowly cementing Barry there. But then she looked at him. With concern, worry, fear, and love Iris said in front of everyone that she loved him. He felt the air rush from his lungs at the same time his heart swelled with pride. Her final kiss to him before he told her he loved her too, put him on course with a lot of emotions. After being free of Zoom and making sure he and Cisco were able to leave, he wanted to cry. No matter what Harry said and no matter witnessing his doppelganger with her, he still thought of her as his family. He also loved the idea of knowing they were destined to be married in the future, in the past, on his Earth, Earth-2, or any Earth. That his doppelganger is him and his life belongs to him as well. The first day he had with her was pure bliss. But the second day, Barry had to learn how to let go of her and it all. No matter how heartbreaking it was. Cisco showed up at S.T.A.R. Labs late one night and found him in an old, hidden break room that had a fold out bed. He walked to see Barry sitting alone on the bed, looking lost. He cut to the chase and asked Barry why couldn't talk to Joe or why he couldn't tell Iris where he was. Barry admitted that Joe would want to know how he was on Earth-2 and he would tell him everything. Up to the point where Ronnie's and Caitlin's doppelgangers hurt him which lead him to die in the hospital. Cisco agreed that made sense, to a point. But he couldn't understand why not at least let Iris know where he was. Barry ran a hand through his hair before sighing. With a heartbreaking look, Barry spoke. " Before we went to Earth-2, I assured Iris that I would come back. We go there find Zoom, help Harry and Jesse. then come back home. I had everything here and loved my life. I would be back. But after meeting Earth-2 Iris and seeing my life with her. I-I mean my doppelganger's life with her-." He paused to look away from his friend and fight the tears welling up in his eyes. "A part of me didn't want to come back, Cisco."
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eilowyn ¡ 7 years ago
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(for the ship ask meme) NEJIHTENNNNNZ
oh lord ok you didn’t specify a number so i’m just gonna do.. all 45 of them, which are under the cut
1. Who's the one who's reckless and always getting into trouble while the other gotta pull em out
they’re vers in that scenario, neji is mostly docile but he can tend to get snappy at the weirdest times and tenten has to put him back in his place, whereas tenten has more of a temper and neji (tentatively) tries to calm her down
2. Who's the one to send the other "I love my gf/bf" memes
tenten! she’s all about that cheesy, mushy stuff
3. Who's the one who listens to a music genre the other doesn't like and how does the other react
tenten has a secret admiration for country music.. she’ll show it to neji, and he’ll just be like
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4. Which one spoils the other more and do they ever get competitive to show the other more love
tbh neji spoils her with more love because of her temperamental tendencies, but when tenten responds it gets exhausting for him and he revels in all the love she showers him with
5. How many years did it take to get married or was it just not for them
tenten’s more radical so she kinda wanted to wait a while to get married whereas neji was like “NO LET’S GET MARRIED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND MAKE CUTE BABIES”
but they eventually did get married and it was beautiful
6. What was their wedding like
all their friends and family showed up! hinata was the (teary) maid of honor because of her relationship to neji and lee was the best man. it was great
7. Is their friends/family supportive
of course! literally all of their generation had been side-eyeing them for years, wondering when they would finally get together
8. How does one comfort the other when the other is in distress/having a panic attack/crying
tenten wraps her arms around him from behind when he has an episode and waits it out, while neji’s method is to give her small and slow kisses all over her face while she tries not to cry. it works 99% of the time
9. Which one dissociates
neji’s always attentive and focused at the task at hand, same with lee, so when tenten is around both of them she tends to space out because of their frequent bickering over certain things. definitely not when she’s alone with neji though
10. Which one stares at the other's booty like "damn" and how does the other react when catching them
tenten to neji. always.
and neji just blushes, stutters, and walks away
11. When they live together what kinda place do they live in? What does their home look like?
their home is simple, always clean, but stocked full of weapons, the way tenten likes it. neji occasionally brings up the idea of installing a storage unit to just stuff all of her things inside of it but tenten just sticks her tongue out at him and plays with them in front of him to spite him
12. What do their dates look like
neji was really nervous about where to take tenten on their first date so, it was like just a simple walk in the park with a complex history on the entire hyuga clan. tenten really wanted to stay awake throughout the entire thing because of how much she loves his voice but it was tough. later dates as they got older became more romantic, and spicy 👀
13. How does each act when getting drunk
tenten is really loud and giggly when she’s drunk and neji gets a bit more bold with his desires, like, here’s a scenario:
tenten: WOOO I’M HAVING SUCH A GOOD TIME RIGHT NOW AHAHA
neji: hey, tenten.. c-can we.. move to the bedroom
tenten: huh? buh i’m not tired
it’s usually like that
14. Which one rolls over in the morning to wake up the other one just to give them kisses
they’re vers with this also, but it’s almost always neji because kissing tenten, to him, is one of the greatest things in the world
15. Have they saved each other's lives before
I SURE AS HECK THINK SO, but i can’t think of any specific scenarios atm
16. Does one have an interest the other think is weird but wants to listen to it regardless
tenten has stories about how she almost became a professional weapon juggler in her youth since she didn’t have the common sense handed to her by any sort of guardian. she would go on and on about the kinds of weapons she would try to master and neji would always pay rapt attention
17. Which one uses cropped hentai as reaction images
neji did it once and milk came out of tenten’s nose
18. Does one of them kinkshame the other
neji’s actually a kinky-ass fucker and tenten calls him out for it but then apologizes when he performs it on her and she’s completely satisfied
19. Is one of them self conscious about their body? If so how does the other comfort them
neji complains that he’s too pale and skinny but tenten always manages to cheer him up with some lovin’
20. Say they were cuddling on the bed while listening to record player playing the background. Which song is playing?
“It’s Dark It’s Cold It’s Winter” by sleepmakeswaves
21. What is their song? Like the song that gives them overwhelming feelings?
“Crazy” by Patsy Cline and The Jordinaires, because they heard it playing on a jukebox in an old diner they decided to hit for a late-night snack and some drinks, and it stuck with them
22. What song do they listen to while going on a joyride
“Catch the Wind” by High Highs
23. What kinda joyrides do they go on? Relaxing ones or wild ones?
tenten makes them wild when she drives but it’s all meditation-mode when neji’s behind the wheel
24. Where would they vacation for a honeymoon
somewhere in the east, not too close to home but in that general vicinity. super romantic
25. Do people ever get annoyed of their pda
nah, ‘cause they’re pretty humble as a couple but watch out when they’re drunk LOL
26. Would they live in the city or the country
the country, i think, would be more their style
27. Which ones the red which ones the blue
tenten’s red and neji’s blue
28. Are either of them mentally ill, if so how do they help one another cope
neji has both depression and intermittent explosive disorder, which gives him episodes of both extreme sadness and extreme anger, so tenten patiently rides all of his turbulent emotions out with him and offers to spar with him so he can blow off all that steam
29. Does one have a spot on them where they would melt when the other kisses them there
either the forest or, the park where they had their first date as young teenagers. never fails to make both of them emotional and they kiss really, really passionately
30. Do they dance together
sometimes, though neji insists he’s not much of a dancer but tenten manages to get him to step up anyway
31. Do they sing together
neji’s actually really good at singing, and tenten tries when she feels like jamming out, but it makes neji cringe though he always smiles and laughs while she does
32. Which one is better at cooking than the other and makes most the dinners
neji’s the cook between the two, and he’s currently teaching her at an intermediate level since she’s a fast learner
34. Are they a reckless couple or safe
in public? safe. at home? vers. during missions? safe as heck but tenten can get a bit impulsive and beg him to like, take her against a tree or something in the middle of the night instead of focusing on staying awake on patrol fhsdfgsghh
35. What be they kinks and do they try each other's kinks
tenten’s into bondage and neji’s actually kind of a sub, so they switch it up pretty frequently and never fail to be amazed with each other
36. What would their valentines gifts be to each other
neji to tenten: weapon polishertenten to neji: chocolates, or something generic like that
37. Do they get into fights often? If so what do they fight over and how do they make up?
they don’t necessarily fight but they have a lot of disagreeing opinions that can get a little loud. tenten’s petty enough to pretend to hold grudges against him until he comes over like a pouty little shit and kisses her neck to ask her forgiveness
she’s always secretly smiling
38. Which ones top, bottom, verse
they’re total verses, but neji has a tendency to want to bottom and tenten has no qualms about taking care of him
39. What kinda sex they be having (gentle rough whatever)
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40. Who would fight in honor for the other if someone would insult them
neji cares so much about honor so if anyone talks smack about tenten, you know he’ll 64 palm their ass to the next dimension
41. Which one has a favorite movie that they have the other watch with them again and again
neji’s favorite is Tangled, so they watch it a lot
42. How would one react if the other was to die
okay you know what
in canon, when lee cradled neji’s dead body in his arms but there was no exclusive reaction from tenten/?? like what to fuck??
and if tenten were to die, i think neji would be really close to pulling an obito of sorts
so.. don’t
43. Who dies first
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44. Do they want kids
sure! neji jumps at the idea of having babbies but he’s really formal with the way he puts it, but tenten knows that in his mind he’s constantly imagining what their, like, probably three kids would look like
45. How would they spend their last moments together
i’m going to assume that they’re both extremely old and having had lived long, happy lives together so they’re about to die hand-in-hand with smiles on their faces, passing on to the afterlife to continue their beautiful relationship for all of eternity instead of the likely ANGST THAT IS MEANT BY THIS QUESTION
tears and smiles, that’s all i’m gonna say
THANK YOU FOR THIS BABE I HAD FUN DOING IT
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peachesncreamkookies ¡ 8 years ago
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Empty Words Part 5
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Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 , Part 5
Taehyung X Reader
Genre: Angst, fluff
Summary: Moving to the big city for some inspiration as an aspiring young author, you run into an idol and your simple journey becomes more twisted than originally planned.
Word count: 2.5K
Cycling to work with shaky legs, the scene played over and over in your head, little else mattering at that point. You shouldn’t have been surprised really but you were regardless. It wasn’t your first ever date but you’d never really been on a second date or gone far with anyone at all. Not that you were going to go far with him as far as you knew but still, crazy! 
Work was a haze to say the least, the memory ended up quite blurry and your mind was elsewhere for a larger majority of the time of you being there. Once you got home that evening, you decided to call Tae. Because of the eavesdropping boys and the rush to work, you hadn’t had the chance to discuss when this date was, where it was happening, literally anything to do with it. Phone ringing, nervously waiting, you found a pen to chew to pass time. You spat it right back out again when you heard a husky voice cut the ringing tone to greet you.
Taehyung: Hello? Y/N, are you there? You: Oh, hi, sorry, are you busy? I just wanted to- Taehyung: No no it’s fine I’m not doing anything.
You heard him struggle on the other end of the phone as the boys clearly teased him, wolf whistling and tickling him. Urging them to go away and whispering to them to shut up as if you couldn’t hear everything that was going on, he came back to the conversation though you could imagine them silently sitting around him trying to listen.
Taehyung: Sorry about that, so what is it you wanted to talk about? You: Well I’m sure you remember asking me out this morning right? I just wanted to discuss a time and place and stuff... If you still want to do it! Taehyung: Yeah! I was thinking about it, I finish practice in an hour so I could pick you up in a couple of hours. I say we cycle around the park then get food somewhere on the way... Or we could go to a fancy restaurant then we could walk home in the dark-  You: I really don’t mind, it’s up to you, both sound really good to me. Taehyung: Okay, okay, first proper date, I’ll take you to dinner... In two hours! Fancy too, be ready okay? You: That sounds great, I’ll be ready. Meet where we first met? Taehyung: Nope, I’ll get you at your apartment. See you-
Cut off by Jungkook and Jimin shouting “I love you Jagi” down the phone and smooching noises, he ended the call in embarrassment. You laughed at the goofy kids and felt better. Fancy dinner with a famous vocalist, nothing to worry about. Just have to look hot, hope he isn’t recognised and actually get through the night without any kind of ridiculous disaster. 
The next two hours were spent pampering, bathing and agonising over what to wear. Finally coming to a conclusion, you figured you can’t go wrong in a skinny red dress. With classy heals and silver earrings as well as hair done up, you were ready for your night out. Sifting through a couple of boxes to find a necklace, the search was cut short but a knock on your door. He was early. 
“Hi~” You hummed nervously peaking your head through the door. Barely looking at him, you left the door open and ran into your room to quickly grab the necklace you were looking for and get going. He followed you in and watched you from your bedroom door. “Sorry, I’ll be ready in a second, just trying to find a freaking necklace, must have lost it in the move.” With no response, you almost give up but finally spot it at the bottom of the box. Squealing with delight you twirl around to him. Your jaw dropped when you took in the sight of him, he was such a beautiful man. Dressed in a black tux with his black mask under his chin and a big dark coat, he flashed you a timid look as you gawked at him.
“Stop staring, you’re making me more nervous...” He whined and all you could do was close your mouth and nod. He is so out of my league, who the hell am I kidding? About to put your necklace on, he came behind you. “I can make it really romantic like in the movies and put it on for you.” He looked at you in the mirror with a suggestive eyebrow gesture and a naughty smile. You giggled and handed him the necklace. 
Unlike in the movies, your date was so concentrated on actually putting the delicate chain on you, the sexual tension was completely one sided. Or so you thought but once it was on, you caught him looking at the curvature of your neck, standing so close, feeling his breath light and warm on the surface. He leaned in, as if to kiss it, took a deep breath and moved away again. 
“We should go, I made a reservation and we are supposed to be there in 15 minutes.” He darted across the room and over to the front door and seemed to be shaking off his feeling, quite literally as you followed him. shrugging your coat on and grabbing your purse, you linked arms and headed out discussing whether he should try biking you there or calling a taxi. Deciding to call a taxi, it got there quickly and made it to your reserved table just in time. 
The place was beautiful, so classy, full of rich couples and families, as well as what looked like work celebrations and so on. Staring in awe at the expensive environment, you didn’t even consider how out of place you were. You didn’t have to pay for anything so you might as well enjoy the experience right? Turning your attention to the handsome man sitting opposite you, you smiled bashfully under his watchful gaze. 
“Have you never been on a date to a place like this before?” He looked at you, genuinely curious as to what life you must lead that is so different to his. Suddenly feeling uncomfortable you played with the hem of your dress as you answered him.
“I have only been on a couple of dates when I was younger, nothing interesting, mostly ended up holding hands in the barn and hiding behind the hay when our parents came looking for us. I’ve only ever been to one place as posh as this. My brother’s wedding was in a beautiful venue, it’s kind of similar to here. He is pretty wealthy being in the pharmaceutical industry so he managed to pull it off. I’d never seen my parents so happy.” Sighing at the random nostalgia, a thought hit you. “Oh my god, my parents are visiting soon. I still haven’t gotten anywhere with my novel and imagine what they’ll say if I tell them about you, wow.”
Panic rising in him, questions and doubts started to fill his head. “Please tell me you haven’t told them yet. Paparazzi feed off of this kind of thing and I don’t want you to be under that kind of light.” He sighed, his outburst surprised you. But you figured it wasn’t the right time to ask. 
The rest of the evening went smoothly, lovely food, some drinks and heavenly desserts. Having a free luxurious meal, you ate all that you could while still fitting in the dress (barely) before lying back in your seat and smiling widely. Taehyung was the type of person you wouldn’t be embarrassed stuffing your face with, when he saw you stuff your face earlier, he smiled to himself and stuffed his face as well. One thing you took from that dinner was that that man can eat!
“What are you smiling about?” You didn’t realise how strange it must look as you lie there with a grin on your face staring at the ceiling. you chuckled and sat back up to look at him.
“Let’s go. We’ve been here for ages and I want to go walk off the food.” He nodded and got up eagerly waving a waiter over for the bill. You could tell he noted that you avoided his question but it didn’t seem like the time to get all mushy on him in a restaurant packed full of people.
Excitement bubbled in your stomach as you felt the electricity and warmth from his large hand as he clasped yours in his. Once you’d left, it was dark out, the streets lit by artificial light, casting shadows around the crevices in buildings and people walking by. Giddy and hyper, the two of you seemed to have a lot of energy, really enjoying your night. You headed to the park close to your house and walked through it, clutching onto him. There was a cool breeze brushing past your face and legs giving you goosebumps. 
“Are you cold?” He seemed concerned and stopped walking. He took you by the shoulders and stood in front of you. His posture changed and he suddenly seemed quite vulnerable and timid as he looked at you. “I...” sighing at a loss for words, unable to voice what he wanted, he rolled his eyes back and tried again. “I really enjoyed dinner with you and... Well, I also enjoyed kissing you on the couch and you’re cold so I was wondering if it was okay to do it again, might warm you up.”
He seemed alarmed as he watched you double over laughing. “Taehyungie you’re so cute. I really enjoyed dinner with you too. Come on my apartment isn’t far, I’ll race you?” Flashing a grin to cover his grimace as you dodged addressing kissing all together, he got into a racing stance on one knee looking up at you. You joined him and counted to three together. “Wait wait, I can’t run in these heels.” You took them off and put them in your purse, and regained your stance, readying yourself to run with nothing but your tights separating you from the floor. Once you counted to 2 he stopped.
“Won’t your feet hurt?” You seized the opportunity for a head start and began sprinting down the path, sound of your evil cackle echoing through the empty park. “Now you’re playing dirty!” He screamed after you, voice laced in mock pain from your betrayal. He caught up to you way too quickly due to your restricting tight dress and the pain on your feet. You couldn’t feel the pain as much because of the sheer innocent joy that filled your chest.
Arriving at your block of apartments panting at the door for just a second you looked up at him and laughed. The same thought popped into your heads and you pushed passed each other to get through the door and run up the stairs taking it two by two. He won of course. 
Unlocking your apartment and trailing yourselves in, you plopped on the sofa, the only sound was you both inhaling deeply trying to make up for the oxygen dept from running so hard. “I won even though you cheated.” he giggled and started tickling your sides as you tried to wriggle out of his grip. You ended up lying on his lap, looking up at him. He smiled down at you and cupped your cheek with his hand. His eyes flickered down to your lips and back to your eyes. Remembering you dodging his request earlier he was reluctant and held back from what he really wanted to do. 
You didn’t miss his hesitation and smiled sweetly at him. You snaked your hand up his chest to the nape of his neck and guided him down to your lips. At first he was frozen and mildly shocked but he then melted into the kiss and wrapped his arm behind your back and sat you up. He pulled away and looked at you. 
“I really like you Y/N, I want to be your boyfriend but I’m scared.” Your stomach flipped at hearing that word. 
“You want to be my boyfriend? Why are you scared?” Your voice cracked as you struggled to speak. Heart racing and hands shaking, you dared yourself to keep looking at him. His beautiful brown eyes looked back, wide with worry and want. 
“I’m scared because I hurt someone before that I cared about and I don’t want to hurt you. I’m also scared because I don’t think you want me in that way. Your life may become difficult if you were to date an idol as well, I just-” you cut him off with a tender kiss and smiled to yourself against his lips. 
“I’m surprised you’re so interested in someone like me. You run into beautiful female artists all the time and they understand your lifestyle way more than I would.” Doubts started to flood into your mind as you thought of how ridiculous it was that he was interested in you because, why? What did you have to offer. 
“Will you be my girlfriend?” Planting a kiss, you said yes against his lips and you pulled away to see his rectangular grin. He slid his hand behind your head and brought you in for more kissing. It was deeper this time, more passionate and desperate. He slid his hand under you and carried you to your room and laid you on your bed. 
Yawning with your head resting on his chest and feeling his warm skin against yours, you felt his heart beat under your ear. It had finally slowed and you had been lying quietly for a while. Startled by the sudden break in silence, you look up at him, his voice low and soft.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” He said while stroking your hair and staring off into space. 
“I really do. I mean I’m nervous because I’ve never really done anything like this before but you seem worth it, I enjoy myself around you.” Planting kisses on his chest, all the way up across his jaw and playfully nibbling his chin won you a giggle. 
“I think you’re quite special. Whatever book you write, it’ll be a best seller. I’ll make Namjoon publicise it and support you through it all.” He kissed your forehead and lay facing you. “Sleep well Y/N. We have to go to my place tomorrow to keep Jin from panicking about not coming home.”
“Why do I have to go?” You protested. You were in for a world of torture with the boy if you went into the pit of immature men waiting to tease you both as Tae spent the night. 
“I need you as back up. Jin will shout at me, and the rest of the members...” He sighed and shuddered at the thought of their reactions. “Please? If you’re my girlfriend now,” he paused to smile shyly at the word ‘girlfriend’, “it is your duty to stick by me through hard times and protect me from my band members.” He said as a matter-of-factly. You groaned in agreement and snuggled into his open arms. Drifting into sleep, you welcomed the feeling as you lay snug with your back against his chest refusing to think about the taunting you’d face the following morning.
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hi!! i recently got into johnlock and the universe has somehow directed me to your blog (which is an absolute godsend omfg). have you got any good possessive!john fics?
Hi Lovely!!!
AHHHH!! I’m so glad you enjoy my blog!!! <3 Thank you so much! <3
AHHH you know what??? I don’t get asked this all that much at all! I think mostly because it’s easier to find Possessive Sherlock fics and people then just... forget LOL
So guess what?? You’re the prompter for any fics I actually tagged or filed with Possessive John! <3 A pioneer you are! LOL I’m combining it with a few of the Obsessive fics as well, since I don’t have many new ones.
As usual, gang, feel free to add your own!! <3
POSSESSIVE / OBSESSIVE JOHN
See also: 
Specifically Jealous John b/c of Other People
Jealous John
Jealous John Pt. 2 and Jealous Sherlock Pt 2
Jealous John Pt 3 and Jealous Sherlock Pt 3
Jealous John and Sherlock Pt. 4
Jealous John and Sherlock Pt. 5
Hell or High water by bluefire301175 (E, 2,250 w., 1 Ch. || PWP, Frottage, Alley Sex, First Person POV John, Case-ish Fic, Mutual Pining, Bed Sharing) – John wants. Sherlock wants. Plain and simple.
Display by 221b_hound (E, 2,377 w., 1 Ch. || Post-HLV, Tattoos, Public Hand Jobs, Exhibitionism, Possessive Sex, Possessive Sherlock, Possessive John) – A new client has been flirting with Sherlock and, finding no joy there, with John. John seems annoyed to be second-best, Sherlock thinks, so Sherlock decides to give the departing woman (and maybe also John) a demonstration of who, exactly, John belongs to. But there's more than one level of sexual jealousy and more than one display of possession going on here, outlined in the window of 221b Baker Street. Part 2 of Lock and Key
Apodyopsis by QuinnAnderson (E, 3,347 w.,1 Ch. || PWP, Rough Sex, Table Sex, Anal, Sexual Tension) – Apodyopsis: (æpəʊdaɪˈɒpsɪs) noun. the act of mentally undressing someone. Part 2 of Undressed
Overture by Kate_Lear (M, 4,435 w., 1 Ch. || First Kiss / Time, Friends to Lovers, Angry John, Introspection, Dev. Rel., Embarrassed / Insecure Sherlock, Morning After, Bed Sharing, Cuddles / Limpet Sherlock) – A short snippet on how John and Sherlock might have got together.
Sherlock and John Go Clubbing by wendymarlowe (E, 4,716 w., 3 Ch. || Clubbing, Dirty Talk, Dancing, Coming Untouched, Coming in Pants, Bi John, For a Case, Friends to Lovers, Flirting, Sherlock is Lost for Words, Sexy John, Mutual Pining, Possessive John, Floor Sex/Hand Job/Frottage) – John pinched the bridge of his nose - even for Sherlock, this was a new level of no bloody boundaries. “You want me to go with you to a gay club, wait around twiddling my thumbs while I let you get pawed by a criminal, then out-flirt him and talk you into coming home with me instead?” Part 32 of John and Sherlock's Kinky First Times
Caves in the Mountains Are Seldom Unoccupied by starrysummernights & TheMadKatter13 (E, 7,925 w., 1 Ch. || Were-Creatures ||  Werebear John, Pseudo Bestiality, Rimming, Heavy Dub Con, Rough Sex, Come Inflation / Eating, Size Kink, PWP, Bratty Sherlock, Rutting) – “This isn’t something to play at, Sherlock,” he snapped. “If it doesn’t work out- what you’re asking of me- we can’t shrug and say 'oh well, at least we tried'. If we do this… I could seriously hurt you. Do you understand? I could lose control. I could… I could kill you.”
My Life for His by QuinnAnderson (E, 8,816 w., 1 Ch. || Guardian/Protector, Greek Mythology || Growing Up, Sex, Religious Themes, Suicide, Minor Character Death) – It began when Sherlock was eight, and he attempted to climb all the way up to the highest branch in the old willow tree in his back garden. He'd thought he was still small enough that it could support him, but the second he'd grabbed hold of it to pull himself up, the branch snapped, and down he went, plummeting a solid twenty metres. The odd thing was, he never actually hit the ground.
Of Course I Forgive You by allonsys_girl (E, 10,735 w., 1 Ch. || Love Confessions, Canon Divergence, First Time, Frottage, Wall Sex, Infidelity) – What if things had gone differently on that train car?
The Invocation of Saint Margaret by Ewebie (E, 15,831 w., 1 Ch. || POV John,  Crossing Timelines, Light Angst, Fluff, Series 3 John / Series 1 Sherlock, The Matchbox, Mushy Romance, First Time, Bisexual John, Pining John, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Sensuality, Emotional Love Making, Snippets of Time) – When Sherlock Holmes opens the matchbox from The Sign of Three and John finds himself years in the past, back to that first dinner at Angelo's with a much younger Sherlock Holmes. Is he dreaming?
Out of the Woods by SilentAuror (E, 20,471 w., 1 Ch. || Post S4, Romance, Slow Burn, Flirting, Drunk Sex, Practical Jokes, POV Sherlock, Bottomlock, Possessive John, Pining Sherlock, Frustrated Wanking, Frottage, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, First Kiss/Time, Virgin Sherlock, Love Confessions, Soft Sherlock, Dancing, Bum Appreciation, Hanging out with the Yard) – Sherlock is fairly certain that John has taken to flirting with him of late, but can't be entirely certain of it. At least, not until a case takes them into a forest, along with Lestrade's team and something happens that will change everything about their lives...
The Kepler Problem by kinklock (E, 24,270 w., 1 Ch. || Sci-Fi AU, Alien Sherlock, Space Repairman John, Alien Biology, Horny John) – Working in uncharted space exploration was not as exciting as John had hoped, especially when it turned out to be mostly bot maintenance on uninhabited planets. However, the mystery of the repeated, unexplained malfunctions on planet BAK 2212 might turn out to be exactly the kind of adventure he'd been craving.
Inscrutable to the Last by DiscordantWords (M, 48,842 w., 6 Ch. || Post-TRF, Alternate S3, John’s Blog/S3 is a Story By John, Divorce, Marital Difficulties, John is a Mess, Emotional Reunion, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Grief / Mourning, Pining John, First Kiss, Adorably Clueless Sherlock, Nostalgia, Love Confessions, Eventual Happy Ending, Obsessive John) – He wasn't Sherlock, he couldn't work miracles. All he'd ever been able to do was write about them.
The Hollow Woman by ScopesMonkey (M, 51,335 w., 22 Ch. || Post-TRF, Major Character Death, Mystery, Romance, Friendship, Family, Angst, Crime, Reunion, First Kiss / Time, Nightmares, Doctor John, Jealous Sherlock, Jealous John, BAMF John, Angry John, Dub-Con, Rough Sex, Bottomlock, Possessive John, Villain Mary, Open Ending) – Forced to return to London sooner than expected, Sherlock falls into a case too close to home. Part 1 of the Hollowverse series
Points by lifeonmars (E, 53,791 w., 42 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || HLV Rewrite / Canon Divergence, Married Life, Pregnancy / Baby Watson, Drinking to Cope, Boxing / Fisticuffs, Clueless John, Angst, Minor Medical Drama, Tattoos, Christmas, First Kiss/Time, Eventual Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Doctor John, Sexuality Crisis, Slow Burn, Case Fic, Drugging, Blow/Hand Job, Emotional Love Making, Parenthood, Passage of Time, Obsessive John) – What if His Last Vow never happened? This fic picks up a few months after John and Mary's wedding, in an alternate universe where Magnussen doesn't exist, but Mary is still pregnant. Life continues -- just in a different direction. And slowly, Sherlock and John find their way to each other.
The Bells of King's College by SilentAuror (E, 64,019 w., 5 Ch. || Post-S4, Missed Opportunities, Angst with Happy Ending, Fake Relationship, Case Fic, John POV, Jealous John, John in Denial, Travelling / Holidays, Virgin Sherlock, Wedding Proposals) – It's only been two weeks since Eurus Holmes disrupted their lives when Mycroft sends John and Sherlock to Cambridge to pose as an engaged couple at a wedding show in the hopes of solving six unsolved deaths...
Gimme Shelter by SinceWhenDoYouCallMe_John (E, 159,368 w., 21 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || 70′s Surfer AU || Period Typical Homophobia, Hawaii, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Professional Surfers, Gay John / Sherlock, Angst with Happy Ending, John was a Sailor, Misunderstandings) – All John Watson wants is the feeling of a freshly waxed surfboard under his feet and the hot California sun baking down onto his back. To finally go pro in the newly formed world of professional surfing and leave the dark memories of his past behind him as he rips across the face of a towering blue barrel. To lounge beside the beach bonfire every evening with an ice cold beer tucked into the cool sand beside him and listen to Pink Floyd and the Doors while the saltwater dries in his sun bleached hair. That's all he wants, that is, until the hot young phenom taking Oahu and the Hawaiian shores by storm steps up next to him in the sand in the second round of the 1976 International Surf Competition. (PUBLISHED AS ‘The Sea Ain’t Mine Alone’)
Proving A Point by elldotsee & J_Baillier (E, 186,270 w., 28 Ch. || Me Before You Fusion || Medical Realism, Insecure John, Depression, Romance, Angst, POV John, Sherlock Whump, Serious Illness, Doctor John, Injury Recovery, Assisted Suicide, Sherlock’s Violin, Awkward Sexual Situations, Alcoholism, Drugs, Idiots in Love, Slow Burn, Body Image, Friends to Lovers, Hurt / Comfort, Pain, Big Brother Mycroft, Intimacy, Anxiety, PTSD, Family Issues, Psychological Trauma, John Whump, Case Fics, Loneliness, Pain) – Invalided home from Afghanistan, running out of funds and convinced that his surgical career is over, John Watson accepts a mysterious job offer to provide care and companionship for a disabled person. Little does he know how much hangs in the balance of his performance as he settles into his new life at Musgrave Court.
Free Falling by twistedthicket1 (M, 203,574 w., 38 Ch. || Guardian Angels AU || Guardian Angel John, Fluff and Angst, Humour, Kidlock / Teenlock, Light Mystrade, Passage of Time, Possessive John, Drug Use / Overdose, Victor Trevor, Graphic Bullying, Big Brother Mycroft, Hard Drug Use, Depression, Possessive Sherlock, Possessive John, Panic Attacks, Nightmares/PTSD, Pining, Healing Abilities, Kidnapping, Violence, Torture, Blow Jobs, Virgin John, Emotional Development / Attachment, Mortality, Happy Ending) – All Guardian angels are born with a Chosen human. When this child is born, the angel comes into being to protect and care for them during their life on Earth. For John Watson, all he cares about in the world revolves around his Chosen, Sherlock Holmes. Watching him grow up though, the angel soon learns that God must have had a sense of humour the day he decided to make Sherlock, as trouble seems to follow him like a magnet wherever he goes. John can't decide what's worse, the idea of losing his Chosen one, or the fact that he may be breaking the most taboo law of heaven as he disguises himself as a human to better protect and befriend the beloved detective he's always watched from afar. He was meant to care for him. But what happens when caring evolves into something more? What happens when an emotion an angel is supposed to be incapable of possessing comes to life suddenly and viciously inside John's chest?
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Pining John Pt. 2
Please if you have any pining!John fics (like Sherlock accidentally hurts him like he did molly with the Christmas gift) I would absolutely love that!! Thank you so much😊(submitted by @thediamondwoman)
Anonymous said to inevitably-johnlocked: hi! New Johnlocker here, this is a fic rec ask, but do you have any fics where John is pining/suppressing/ignoring his feelings for Sherlock? Preferably after TRF, and without Mary in the way, and a slow burn one (sorry for all the preferences just one with pining John would be fine) and thank you for being a blog currently reading all your metas and they are amazing <3333
@i-love-books-and-so-do-you asked: hullo!! *waves* i’m in the mood for some pining john, so i was wondering if you have any good ones? preferably with a happy ending
and may i just say your blog is GORGEOUS like all your fic recs *chef’s kiss* thank you for the literal best johnlock content <33
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Hi Lovelies!!!
First of all, thank you for your love for my lists! LOL! These asks just keep coming in, so it looks like I’m overdue for another pining John list!!
That said I do actually have pining John fics, and enough to start a second list! As I re-read fics, I’m able to keep adding all the old ones I didn’t tag ages ago to lists, so that’s fun, hahah. Hope you guys don’t mind me just combining all the pining into one list, hahaah. I get more fics that way LOL!
Enjoy, and feel free to add your own, friends!
See also:
Pining John
Pining Sherlock || [MOBILE FRIENDLY VERSION]
Mutual Pining
Mutual Pining Pt 2
John’s Away (and Sherlock’s Not Okay)
Caffeine and Adaptive Programming by DemonicSymphony (E, 5,540 w., 1 Ch. || Androids AU / Bond Fusion || Android Sherlock, Coffee Shop AU, Pining John Hinted Bond / Q, Toplock) – Sherlock is a coffee shop android slowly falling for a regular customer. But he's not supposed to be able to feel emotions.
London Gods by a_different_equation (E, 11,092 w., 5 Ch. || American Gods Fusion || Magical Realism, Sex Magic, True Love, PTSD John, First Kiss/Time, Marathon Sex, Sensuality, Genie Sherlock, Human John, Internalized Homophobia, Star-Crossed Lovers, Soul Mates) – Sherlock Holmes is a jinn who does not grant wishes. However, when Dr. John H. Watson, recently returned from the war in Afghanistan, gets into his cab by "accident", it might not even need magic to grant both men their deepest wish: love.
There's So Much Labour Just in Breathing Lately by Susan (E, 12,708 w., 1 Ch. || Post-TRF / Mentions of S3 Events, Romance, Angst, Grief/Mourning, Grieving John, Mutual Pining, Meddling Mycroft, Therapy, Ambiguous Hopeful Ending, Infidelity) – The dreams he hated most – the ones that left him a sweating, shaking mess when he woke – were the ones in which Sherlock was just Sherlock. Laughing or drinking tea. Sitting across the table from him at Angelo’s eating pasta. Trailing his open hand behind him on the way to the bedroom. “C’mon, John. I’m about to have my way with you.”
On The Fence by BeautifulFiction (T, 13,770 w., 1 Ch. || Fencing, Case Fic, First Kiss, Insecure John, Pining John, Hug, Greg Finds Out) – The murder of the King's College fencing champion leads to revelations about Sherlock's past. Will it be the point that tips them from friends to lovers, or will they remain on the fence?
The Invocation of Saint Margaret by Ewebie (E, 15,831 w., 1 Ch. || POV John,  Crossing Timelines, Light Angst, Fluff, Series 3 John / Series 1 Sherlock, The Matchbox, Mushy Romance, First Time, Bisexual John, Pining John, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Sensuality, Emotional Love Making, Snippets of Time) – When Sherlock Holmes opens the matchbox from The Sign of Three and John finds himself years in the past, back to that first dinner at Angelo's with a much younger Sherlock Holmes. Is he dreaming?
Division by MrsNoggin (E, 19,542 w., 11 Ch. || Coffee Shop AU || First Kiss/Time, Fluff, Barista Sherlock, Clingy Sherlock, POV John, John’s Limp, Bed Sharing, Fluff, Sleepy Cuddles, Sensuality, Touching, Virgin Sherlock, Insecure John) – John likes mysteries. And every morning he dips into the local independent coffee bar with his newspaper and ponders another... one Sherlock Holmes.
Insanity in the Middle by DotyTakeThisDown (E, 28,010 w., 8 Ch. || Equestrian Sports AU || Alternate First Meeting, POV John, Pining John, Bottomlock, Clueless Sherlock, First Kiss/Time, Passionate Kisses, Hand Holding, Caught Making Out, Bed Sharing, Spooning, Blow Job) – John is a world-class eventing rider with a gold medal and several four-star wins to his credit, but he's never won at Rolex. Sherlock is an up-and-coming rider taking the sport by storm.
Deck the Halls by itsalwaysyou_jw (T, 31,018 w., 24 Ch. || Advent Fic / Multiple One-Shots, Assorted Tags) – One Johnlock ficlet for every day leading up to Christmas. Who is ready for pining, first kisses, established Johnlock, and everything in between? This collection of stand-alone ficlets will have it all.
The Case of the Vanishing Pants by SwissMiss (E, 44,025 w., 6 Ch. || Five and Ones, Post-TRF, Case Fic, UST, Homophobia, Friends to Lovers, Pining John, Showering Together, Couple for a Case, Sherlock’s Bum, Fantasies, Jealous Sherlock) – Five times John and Sherlock lost their pants in the course of a case.
Only To Be With You by SinceWhenDoYouCallMe_John (M, 40,768 w., 4 Ch. || Black Mirror / Future AU || Character Death, Future Technology, Sickness/Cancer/Illness, Heavy Angst with Happy Ending, First Person POV John, Pining John, Heart-Wrenching Angst) – I tell myself that next time I’ll come near this same place again. Wait around for the mysterious stranger in his coat to dash past me, hot on the heels of a new criminal in black. I think this all the way back to my Exit, planning where I’ll wait and what I’ll say when I see him. Scheming on how to get his name. It’s only once I reach the Exit Point door that I realize two hours and forty-five minutes have passed, and I realize that this won’t be the last time I Visit. It won’t be the last time at all.
Inscrutable to the Last by DiscordantWords (M, 48,842 w., 6 Ch. || Post-TRF, Alternate S3, John’s Blog/S3 is a Story By John, Divorce, Marital Difficulties, John is a Mess, Emotional Reunion, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Grief / Mourning, Pining John, First Kiss, Adorably Clueless Sherlock, Nostalgia, Love Confessions, Eventual Happy Ending) – He wasn't Sherlock, he couldn't work miracles. All he'd ever been able to do was write about them.
The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse by SilentAuror (E, 50,635 w., 1 Ch. || Post-S4/S4 Divergence, Case Fic, For a Case / Reverse Fake-Relationship, Conferences, Marriage Equality, Travelling / New York, Pride, Homophobia, Bottomlock, Marriage Proposal, John POV, Sexuality, Love Confessions, Emotional Love Making, Public Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Passionate Kissing, Needy/Clingy Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Touching / Hand Holding, Bed Sharing, Little Spoon Sherlock, Intense Orgasms) – John and Sherlock go to New York to attend a conference run by the National Defence of Traditional Marriage Coalition in order to investigate the potential bombing of the annual Manhattan Pride parade. As the conference unfolds, John finds himself repulsed by the toxic ideology being presented, which becomes relevent to his own unacknowledged issues and his friendship with Sherlock...
Isosceles by SilentAuror (E, 56,609 w., 7 Ch. || Post-S4, POV John, Original Male Character / Sherlock Dates Another Man, Love Triangle, Jealous John, Virgin Sherlock, Sexual Coaching, Angst, Romance, Domesticity, Unrequited Feelings, Miscommunication, First Kiss/Time, For a Case, Friends With Benefits, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Spooning) – After solving a case for a major celebrity, Sherlock gets himself asked out. When John asks, he discovers that Sherlock has no intention of going, at least not until John agrees to coach him through whatever he might need to know for his date...
White Knight by DiscordantWords (M, 69,840 w., 13 Ch. || S4 Compliant/Post S4, Marriage For a Case, Jealous John, Pining John, Janine / Sherlock Fake Relationship, Serial Killers, Case Fic, Undercover as a Couple, Weddings, John is a Mess, Misunderstandings, Wedding Planning, Jealousy, Drunkenness, Love Confessions, Angst with Happy Ending) – Green. The word green was used to convey a great many things. Illness. Envy. Inexperience. Standing there amidst Janine's chattering bridesmaids, watching Sherlock furrow his brow and study fabric swatches, watching him smile and simper and flirt, John thought it a remarkably apt colour choice. Because he felt quite sick to his stomach, he feared the source of said sickness might very well be jealousy, and he had absolutely no idea at all what to do about it. Or: Sherlock needs to fake a relationship for a case. He doesn't ask John.
Thermocline by J_Baillier (M, 83,557 w., 14 Ch. || Scuba Diving AU || Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Marine Archaeology, Asexual Sherlock, Horny John, Relationship Drama, Technical/Scuba/Wreck Diving, Slow Burn, Underwater /  Medical Peril, Doctor John, Hurt Sherlock, Anxious Sherlock, John POV, Protective John, Body Appreciation) – John "Five Oceans" Watson — technical dive instructor, dive accident analyst and weapon of mass seduction — meets recluse professor of maritime archaeology Holmes. As they head out to a remote archipelago off the coast of Guatemala to study and film its shipwrecks for a documentary, will sparks fly or fizzle out?
The Bang and the Clatter by earlgreytea68 (M, 137,049 w., 37 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Baseball AU || Slow Burn / Dev. Rel., Possessive/Obsessive Sherlock, Jealous Sherlock, Mutual Pining, Body Appreciation, Depression, Closeted Sexuality, Family, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Ogling Each Other, Anxious Sherlock, Panic Attack, Drunkenness, Talk of Forever, Big Feelings™) – Sherlock Holmes is a pitcher and John Watson is a catcher. No, no, no, it's a baseball AU. Part 1 of Baseball
Proving A Point by elldotsee & J_Baillier (E, 186,270 w., 28 Ch. || Me Before You Fusion || Medical Realism, Insecure John, Depression, Romance, Angst, POV John, Sherlock Whump, Serious Illness, Doctor John, Injury Recovery, Assisted Suicide, Sherlock’s Violin, Awkward Sexual Situations, Alcoholism, Drugs, Idiots in Love, Slow Burn, Body Image, Friends to Lovers, Hurt / Comfort, Pain, Big Brother Mycroft, Intimacy, Anxiety, PTSD, Family Issues, Psychological Trauma, John Whump, Case Fics, Loneliness, Pain) – Invalided home from Afghanistan, running out of funds and convinced that his surgical career is over, John Watson accepts a mysterious job offer to provide care and companionship for a disabled person. Little does he know how much hangs in the balance of his performance as he settles into his new life at Musgrave Court.
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Hey Steph!🌟Do u have any fics with smut that is feelingy, ie more focused on the emotional aspect & how they're feeling while doing it than the phy sensations & descriptions? Hope u get wt I'm saying. Thx in Advance!💖
OOOOO Nonny! 
I’ve got just the list for you! and it will give me an excuse to do a part two to another list of mine!! <3 
I do have a Sensuality list in the works, so look out for that in a while, but I think for now this list and the “see also” is perfect for you! 
Feel free, friends, to add your own!
EMOTIONAL LOVE MAKING Pt. 2
See also: Emotional Love Making Pt 1 || [MOBILE POST]
Just Like That by sussexbound (E, 8,442 w., Ch. 1 || First Time/Kiss, Frottage, Virgin Sherlock, French Kissing, Anal, Emotional Lovemaking, Enthusiastic Consent, Tenderness, Crying John, Bathing/Washing, Insecure John, Toplock) – John doesn’t want to talk anymore. He wants. Oh dear god, how he wants. For the first time in what feels like years he WANTS.
My First, My Only, and My Forever by vintagelilacs (E, 6,220 w., 1 Ch. || Post-ASiB, Virgin Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, Sherlock’s Bum, John’s Scar, Sherlock POV, Body Worship, Fingering, Bottomlock, Promise of Forever / Proposals, Misunderstanding, First Kiss/Time, Loss of Virginity, Virginity Kink, Seduction) – Sherlock narrowed his eyes. He was missing a vital piece of data, he was sure. John had been looking at him oddly ever since they left Buckingham Palace, and the ensuing incident with Irene Adler had only exacerbated his erratic behaviour. What was it? Why would he care that Sherlock was a virgin? There was nothing reminiscent of mockery or pity in his gaze. And then it hit him. John Watson was aroused.
The Haunting of 221B Baker Street by earlgreytea68 (M, 10,388 w., 2 Ch. || Post TRF, Halloween / Ghosts, Pining Sherlock, Ghost Sherlock, Stroppy Sherlock, Sherlock POV, First Kiss/Time, Angry Sex, Ghost Sex, Love Confessions, Open / Ambiguous Ending) – In which Sherlock Holmes is a ghost.
To be loved by Strange_johnlock (E, 12,436 w., 8 Ch. || Post S3, Established Relationship, First Person POV Sherlock, Pet Names, Soft Sherlock, Mild ADHD, Protective John, Captain Watson, Body Appreciation, Bottomlock, Rough Sex, Travelling for Holidays, Introspection, Sherlock Loves John So Much It Hurts) – John is so deeply integrated into the work, both as my conductor of light, and as a great shot with a vicious right hook who tackles men -and women- no matter their size all in my defense. He protects me with all he can without question, and this loyalty is surely more than I deserve. Or: Sherlock is counting his blessings.
The Invocation of Saint Margaret by Ewebie (E, 15,831 w., 1 Ch. || POV John,  Crossing Timelines, Light Angst, Fluff, Series 3 John / Series 1 Sherlock, The Matchbox, Mushy Romance, First Time, Bisexual John, Pining John, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Sensuality, Emotional Love Making, Snippets of Time) – When Sherlock Holmes opens the matchbox from The Sign of Three and John finds himself years in the past, back to that first dinner at Angelo's with a much younger Sherlock Holmes. Is he dreaming?
The Palmyra Atoll by elwinglyre (E, 16,609 w., 3 Ch. || TSo3 Divergence / Episode Fix-It, Stockholm Syndrome, Kidnapped John Watson, John Whump, Evil Mary, Angst, Cuddling & Snuggling, Toplock, Limited 3rd John POV) – As John's preparing for the wedding, Sherlock is preparing to have his heart broken, and Mary is prepared to do the unthinkable. Intervention required. Enter Sherlock. Set before Sign of Three with a far different outcome. John is drugged, kidnapped, and left on an island, but not just any old island.
Permanent Fixture by vitruvianwatson (E, 18,836 w., 9 Ch || Post-S4, Parentlock, Slow Build, Friends to Lovers, They’re Good Parents, Blushing Sherlock, First Kiss/Time, Explicit Consent, Sexual Content, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Big Feelings, Crying, First Kiss, Fluff, Anxious Sherlock, Inexperienced Sherlock, Emotional Communication, Love Confessions) – Now, as Rosie sat curled up against Sherlock’s side, John watched and wondered exactly how he had ended up here. Domesticity had never suited him before, not at any point in his life. His disastrous marriage had been proof of that. But somehow, here in the warmth and safety of 221B Baker Street, here with Sherlock Holmes reading medical jargon to his daughter, Sherlock’s bony feet nudging against his leg, John couldn’t imagine anyplace that would make him happier.
Division by MrsNoggin (E, 19,542 w., 11 Ch. || Coffee Shop AU || First Kiss/Time, Fluff, Barista Sherlock, Clingy Sherlock, POV John, John’s Limp, Bed Sharing, Fluff, Sleepy Cuddles, Sensuality, Touching, Virgin Sherlock, Insecure John) – John likes mysteries. And every morning he dips into the local independent coffee bar with his newspaper and ponders another... one Sherlock Holmes.
The Wisteria Tree by SilentAuror (E, 29,773 w., 1 Ch. || Post-S3, Emotional Love Making, Amnesia/Memory Loss, Sherlock Loves John So Much, Sherlock POV, Romance, Angst with Happy Ending, First Times, Hurt/Comfort, Est. Rel., Retirement) – Sherlock wakes up from a month-long coma only to discover that he has no memory of the previous six years to his own shock as well as John's...
Only To Be With You by SinceWhenDoYouCallMe_John (M, 40,768 w., 4 Ch. || Black Mirror / Future AU || Character Death, Future Technology, Sickness/Cancer/Illness, Heavy Angst with Happy Ending, First Person POV John, Pining John, Heart-Wrenching Angst) – I tell myself that next time I’ll come near this same place again. Wait around for the mysterious stranger in his coat to dash past me, hot on the heels of a new criminal in black. I think this all the way back to my Exit, planning where I’ll wait and what I’ll say when I see him. Scheming on how to get his name. It’s only once I reach the Exit Point door that I realize two hours and forty-five minutes have passed, and I realize that this won’t be the last time I Visit. It won’t be the last time at all.
Guidelines by WithLoweredVoices (M, 43,018 w., 15 Ch. || Winglock || Angels, Fantasy, Angst, BAMF! John, War, Jealous Sherlock, Possessive Sherlock, Jealous John, Falling in Various Ways, Needy Sherlock) – The Good Soldier, one of the oldest and strongest of the fallen, is offered a bargain: to live as John Watson and to Guide a fledgling archangel so that he will stay on the path of good. Of course, Sherlock Holmes has different ideas about his destiny. Fantasy AU. Warnings for violence, occasional gore, and a whole load of hurt and angst.
Anchor Point by trickybonmot (E, 49,856 w., 80 Ch. || Truman Show AU || Psychological Drama, Suspense, Slow Burn, Dark Characters / Fic, Alternating First/Third Person, Protective John, Anxious/Worried Sherlock, Tender Moments, Love Confessions, Hand/Blow Jobs, Cuddling, Jealous John, First Kiss/Time) – The world tunes in nightly for Sherlock, the ultimate in reality TV: Sherlock Holmes, a real person with a legendary name, unknowingly lives out his life in a staged setting contrived by his brother. Things get complicated when a retired army doctor joins the show to play the part of Sherlock's closest friend. This fic borrows its concept from the 1998 film, the Truman Show. However, you don't need to have any knowledge of the movie to enjoy this story.
The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse by SilentAuror (E, 50,635 w., 1 Ch. || Post-S4/S4 Divergence, Case Fic, For a Case / Reverse Fake-Relationship, Conferences, Marriage Equality, Travelling / New York, Pride, Homophobia, Bottomlock, Marriage Proposal, John POV, Sexuality, Love Confessions, Emotional Love Making, Public Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Passionate Kissing, Needy/Clingy Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Touching / Hand Holding, Bed Sharing, Little Spoon Sherlock, Intense Orgasms) – John and Sherlock go to New York to attend a conference run by the National Defence of Traditional Marriage Coalition in order to investigate the potential bombing of the annual Manhattan Pride parade. As the conference unfolds, John finds himself repulsed by the toxic ideology being presented, which becomes relevent to his own unacknowledged issues and his friendship with Sherlock...
Points by lifeonmars (E, 53,791 w., 42 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || HLV Rewrite / Canon Divergence, Married Life, Pregnancy / Baby Watson, Drinking to Cope, Boxing / Fisticuffs, Clueless John, Angst, Minor Medical Drama, Tattoos, Christmas, First Kiss/Time, Eventual Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Doctor John, Sexuality Crisis, Slow Burn, Case Fic, Drugging, Blow/Hand Job, Emotional Love Making, Parenthood, Passage of Time) – What if His Last Vow never happened? This fic picks up a few months after John and Mary's wedding, in an alternate universe where Magnussen doesn't exist, but Mary is still pregnant. Life continues -- just in a different direction. And slowly, Sherlock and John find their way to each other.
Isosceles by SilentAuror (E, 56,609 w., 7 Ch. || Post-S4, POV John, Original Male Character / Sherlock Dates Another Man, Love Triangle, Jealous John, Virgin Sherlock, Sexual Coaching, Angst, Romance, Domesticity, Unrequited Feelings, Miscommunication, First Kiss/Time, For a Case, Friends With Benefits, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Spooning) – After solving a case for a major celebrity, Sherlock gets himself asked out. When John asks, he discovers that Sherlock has no intention of going, at least not until John agrees to coach him through whatever he might need to know for his date...
The Thing Is by TSylvestris (E, 56,743 w., 21 Ch. || Case Fic, Dev. Rel., Anal/Oral, Blow Jobs, Meddling Mycroft, Drama, Romance, Humour, Casual Encounters, Pining Idiots, Possessive Sherlock, Orgasm Delay, Rough / Alley Sex, Public Sex, John Whump, Drugged John, Emotional Love Making, Awkward Relationship, Marriage of Convenience, Switchlock) – The problem with living with Sherlock, John thought, was that you never, never, ever knew the significance of anything. Like your flatmate's nose buried in your hair. Whilst you're in bed. Part 1 of Nitroglycerine
White Knight by DiscordantWords (M, 69,840 w., 13 Ch. || S4 Compliant/Post S4, Marriage For a Case, Jealous John, Pining John, Janine / Sherlock Fake Relationship, Serial Killers, Case Fic, Undercover as a Couple, Weddings, John is a Mess, Misunderstandings, Wedding Planning, Jealousy, Drunkenness, Love Confessions, Angst with Happy Ending) – Green. The word green was used to convey a great many things. Illness. Envy. Inexperience. Standing there amidst Janine's chattering bridesmaids, watching Sherlock furrow his brow and study fabric swatches, watching him smile and simper and flirt, John thought it a remarkably apt colour choice. Because he felt quite sick to his stomach, he feared the source of said sickness might very well be jealousy, and he had absolutely no idea at all what to do about it. Or: Sherlock needs to fake a relationship for a case. He doesn't ask John.
Being John Watson-ish by elwinglyre (E, 69,902 w., 17 Ch. || Bodysnatcher AU || Author John, Cranky Sherlock, Angst, Sexual Tension, First Kiss / Time, Falling in Love, BAMF John, Past Soldier John, Feelings, Inside Someone’s Brain, Shy Sherlock, Sherlock Loves John, POV Sherlock, Switchlock, Slow Burn, Internal Dialogue, Mental Turmoil) – When consulting detective Sherlock Holmes steps on one toe too many at a crime scene, he's consigned to a desk job in an archaic office on the seventh-and-a-half floor of the New Scotland Yard. It’s in this bleak office that Sherlock discovers a portal into the mind of renowned author John Watson. Grander than his mind palace, this new wonderland affords Sherlock new vistas of experimentation. To learn more about the mystery behind the portal, Sherlock seeks out and befriends Watson. But then it all goes wrong when others find the secret portal door—including the man whose brain he visits.
Gold Rush by ShirleyCarlton (E, 71,783 w., 17 Ch. || Post S3 / No Mary, Friends to Lovers, Mentions of Past Sexual Abuse, First Kiss, Case Fic, Slow Burn, Alternating POV, Switchlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Marriage Proposal, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Abduction, Anxious/Insecure Sherlock, Miscommunication, Emotional Lovemaking) – John has divorced Mary and pops round to 221B one evening to find Sherlock in the middle of a case. As Sherlock tries to find the identity of a young woman’s stalker, John realises he can no longer deny his feelings for Sherlock – which then, to their befuddlement, turn out to be mutual. Shy kisses and tentative embraces ensue. But will Sherlock be able to cast off a shadow from his past that he thinks might prevent John from wanting to stay?
Two Two One Bravo Baker by abundantlyqueer (E, 114,574 w., 27 Ch. || Military AU || Afghanistan, War Story, Thriller) – Captain John Watson of 40 Commando, the Royal Marines, is assigned to protect and assist Sherlock Holmes as he investigates what appears to be a simple war atrocity in Afghanistan. An intense attraction ignites between the two men as they uncover a conspiracy that threatens everything they’ve ever known, but Sherlock is as much hunted as hunter, and everyone close to him is in deadly danger. Can he solve the case in time to save himself and John? Part 1 of Two Two One Bravo Baker Universe
Not Broken, Just Bent by Schmiezi (E, 87,585 w., 43 Ch. || Pining, Love Confessions, Rape/Sexual Assault, Torture, Hurt/Comfort, Heavy Angst, Villain!Mary, Suicidal Ideations, Main Character Death, Sherlock First Person POV, Parentlock, Sherlock’s Mind Palace, Grief/Mourning, Emotional Love Making, Possessiveness, Depression, PTSD, Kidnapping, Virgin Sherlock, Eventual Happy Ending) – "For a second, I allow myself to remember teaching John how to waltz. There is a special room in my mind palace for it. A big one, with a proper parquet dance floor. For a second, I go there. I remember holding him, closer than the World Dance Council asks for, excusing it with the fact that we are training for a wedding, not for a competition. For a second, I feel his hand on mine again, smell his sweat, hear the song we used. For a second, I allow myself to love him deeply. For a second, only a second, that love reflects on my face." Fix-it for S3, starting at the end of TSoT. Evil Mary.
Kintsukuroi by sussexbound (E, 91,823 w., 20 Ch. || S4 Compliant / Post-TLD, Grief / Mourning, PTSD, Internalized Homophobia, Therapy, Past Abuse, Alcohol Abuse, Nightmares, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Depression, Anxiety, Bed Sharing, Love Confessions, Cuddling, Suicidal Ideation, Masturbation, Minor Character Death, Sexting, Frottage, Inexperienced Sherlock, Rimming / Anal / BJ’s, Emotional Turmoil, Finding Each Other) – “I love you.” Sherlock sees the words hit John with almost physical force. He reels back a little, jaw twitching and eyes filling. “I love you,” he repeats, a little softer, a little more gentle, as earnest as he possibly can. Because they’ve been teetering on the brink of this thing for years, and it had become painfully obvious over the last few months that they were at a tipping point. This had to happen. Now it has. Now they can see where they end up. The tears in John’s eyes spill over, and he wipes at them angrily. “Do you even know what that means?”  
Northwest Passage by Kryptaria (E, 95,157 w., 27 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Canadian AU ||  BAMF!John, Canadian John, PTSD, Anal / Oral Sex, Rimming, Emotional Hurt / Comfort, Drug Rehab, Falling in Love, Pining Sherlock, Love Confessions, Sherlock’s Violin, Panic Attacks, Switching, Anxious / Protective Sherlock, Hugs for Comfort, Suicide Mentions, Healing Each Other) – Seven years ago, Captain John Watson of the Canadian Forces Medical Service withdrew from society, seeking a simple, isolated life in the distant northern wilderness of Canada. Though he survives from one day to the next, he doesn't truly live until someone from his dark past calls in a favor and turns his world upside-down with the introduction of Sherlock Holmes." Part 1 of Tales from the Northwest
Against the Rest of the World by SilentAuror (E, 151,714 w., 20 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post-TRF, Hiatus Fic, POV First Person Sherlock, Present Tense, First Kiss/Time, Big Brother Mycroft, Escaping from Capture, Soft Sherlock, Toplock, Insecurity, Infidelity, Travelling, Introspection, Pining Sherlock, Depression, Fantasies, Yearning for the Past, PTSD Sherlock, Suicidal Ideation) – Sherlock has been away from London for nine hundred and twelve days and counting, and has no idea what sort of reception to expect when he finally returns.
Proving A Point by elldotsee & J_Baillier (E, 186,270 w., 28 Ch. || Me Before You Fusion || Medical Realism, Insecure John, Depression, Romance, Angst, POV John, Sherlock Whump, Serious Illness, Doctor John, Injury Recovery, Assisted Suicide, Sherlock’s Violin, Awkward Sexual Situations, Alcoholism, Drugs, Idiots in Love, Slow Burn, Body Image, Friends to Lovers, Hurt / Comfort, Pain, Big Brother Mycroft, Intimacy, Anxiety, PTSD, Family Issues, Psychological Trauma, John Whump, Case Fics, Loneliness, Pain) – Invalided home from Afghanistan, running out of funds and convinced that his surgical career is over, John Watson accepts a mysterious job offer to provide care and companionship for a disabled person. Little does he know how much hangs in the balance of his performance as he settles into his new life at Musgrave Court.
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